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Post by onetoglow on Jul 10, 2013 20:22:04 GMT -8
Sending love and positive thoughts to all of you. Goodnight frandom <3 you are all beautiful
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Post by chammie1993 on Jul 11, 2013 5:29:52 GMT -8
Once more, thanks again everyone for your love and support. It means the world to me. Today I'm going to my sister's & the doctor's. I hope everything goes well at both places. I will keep you all updated.  |
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Post by megmckinney on Jul 14, 2013 7:49:53 GMT -8
Hey Chammies. My name is Elizabeth and I'm 20 years of age. I suffer from depression and anorexia. Michelle has been a huge part of my journey to stay strong. This past month has been really hard for me. I've been really sick and I've had no energy whatsoever. I've also been cramping non-stop. It actually is kind of scaring me. I don't know what to do and the Chammies are the only people I can really get advice from because my family life is horrible. I don't know where else to post this so, if this is the wrong place to post this, please tell me where to post it. I really don't want to seem like a burden to anyone. I just need some advice and love.  You are all amazing people and I plan on following and loving all Chammies whether I annoy you or not. We are all like a big family and are here for one reason and that's Michelle. <3 I'm just hoping you all can support and love your fellow Chammie family member through this rough time. Thank you to whoever reads this. It means a lot. I've also had struggles with eat disorders in the past that still make things hard for me, so in a small way I know where you're coming from. I just want you to know that things get better and you're worth it. If you ever need to talk, feel free to message me |
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Post by yesmichellechamuel on Jul 14, 2013 11:04:50 GMT -8
Elli!!!!!! I love you so so much girl! <3
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Post by chammie1993 on Jul 15, 2013 7:30:00 GMT -8
I'm actually trying to kill myself cause of the fact that I'm now getting physically abused. My stomach is so sore from taking so many sleeping pills last night. I just wanna die. I'm begging. Why is Cory Monteith dead but, not me. |
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Post by onetoglow on Jul 15, 2013 7:42:21 GMT -8
Please don't do that. You have so much to live for.
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Post by chammie1993 on Jul 15, 2013 7:52:08 GMT -8
Like, what? I don't even have a job. My family hates me. I'm done trying anymore. I just wanna be w/my grandma, grandpa, & Cory... |
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Post by shybabe on Jul 15, 2013 7:52:53 GMT -8
I'm actually trying to kill myself cause of the fact that I'm now getting physically abused. My stomach is so sore from taking so many sleeping pills last night. I just wanna die. I'm begging. Why is Cory Monteith dead but, not me. hey hey..don't say that , if you ever want to talk about something we all are here for you . consider us your family |
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Post by onetoglow on Jul 15, 2013 7:57:51 GMT -8
We all care about you and I promise, once you turn 18 and leave home for school/whatever you decide to do you will meet people who make you realize that you realize it's worth it. You were put on this planet for a reason and you make this world a better place by being you.
Sending you love and light
I will send you some quotes that help me when I'm in a dark place when I'm off work
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Post by chammie1993 on Jul 15, 2013 8:15:01 GMT -8
I'm 20 years old. I get beaten because I'm gay. Un-fucking-believeable. |
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Post by onetoglow on Jul 15, 2013 8:31:44 GMT -8
I'm so sorry that you're going through that that is disgusting and all sorts of horrible. Are you in school? That may be a good escape. Or find something you love and do that, like writing or drawing. |
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Post by onetoglow on Jul 15, 2013 8:31:59 GMT -8
I'm so sorry that you're going through that that is disgusting and all sorts of horrible. Are you in school? That may be a good escape. Or find something you love and do that, like writing or drawing. |
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Post by chammie1993 on Jul 15, 2013 8:44:49 GMT -8
I'm so sorry that you're going through that that is disgusting and all sorts of horrible. Are you in school? That may be a good escape. Or find something you love and do that, like writing or drawing. I graduated about 3 years ago. I love singing but, I don't even have the energy to do that. I'm gonna take more sleeping pills later this evening and hopefully OD. |
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Post by megmckinney on Jul 15, 2013 8:46:19 GMT -8
I'm so sorry that you're going through that that is disgusting and all sorts of horrible. Are you in school? That may be a good escape. Or find something you love and do that, like writing or drawing. I graduated about 3 years ago. I love singing but, I don't even have the energy to do that. I'm gonna take more sleeping pills later this evening and hopefully OD. please please don't do that. we are all here for you, things will get better. |
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Post by shybabe on Jul 15, 2013 8:55:41 GMT -8
I'm so sorry that you're going through that that is disgusting and all sorts of horrible. Are you in school? That may be a good escape. Or find something you love and do that, like writing or drawing. I graduated about 3 years ago. I love singing but, I don't even have the energy to do that. I'm gonna take more sleeping pills later this evening and hopefully OD. don't do that ...i'm sure everything will be alright just have some faith in god . |
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Post by tunebomb on Jul 15, 2013 9:59:09 GMT -8
chammie1993, I'm really sorry that you're going through all of that! That's a terrible situation and I know it can be really hard to get out of things like that. Sometimes it feels like there's only one way to escape the pain. I'm not going to sit here, an anonymous stranger behind a keyboard and a computer screen, and tell you what you should or shouldn't do, though. Your decisions are ultimately up to you and no one else. I won't even say that your situation isn't hopeless right now, because I don't know enough about your situation to make that call. Even if I knew everything there was to know, I still wouldn't be able to make that call because I'm not the one trapped there. What I can do, though, is tell you that you're not alone in how you feel or what you're going through. There are millions of people all over the world that are going through or have gone through similar things in their lives. Obviously, no two situations are identical. Like everything else, they're unique to us and only we can decide the best way to handle them. Death is very rarely the best answer, though.
Kierkegaard, a Danish philosopher in the early 1800s, once stated that the most painful state of being is remembering the future, particularly one you never had. Right now, you might be thinking of a future that you feel like maybe you'll never be able to have because of what's going on at this point in your life. The best thing about the future, though, is that it's never set in stone. The future is fluid. Our futures, unlike our pasts, are things that we will always be able to change. The choices we make everyday lead us into those futures and sometimes maybe we make bad choices. Everyone does. It's all part of the human experience; it's how we learn to be better. It's how we figure out who we are. You're life might seem like the darkest place in the world right now, but no one is born into total darkness. There's always a light somewhere. Right now, maybe you don't see it. Nobody would blame you if you didn't. It can be really hard to see the stars on a cloudy night. But they're still there, just like the people in your life who do love you. It may seem like a tiny thing, a little, microscopic speck of white in an endless sea of black.
Love isn't small, though. Love is big. Love is the brightest light in the entire universe. Even if you feel like no one else in your life loves you, just remember that we do. Everyone in the frandom is so full of love that you don't have to be afraid to accept a little of it. You don't have to be scared to let that love give you the push you need to fight for a better future. Because a better and brighter future is out there somewhere, regardless of what you're going through now. Trust me.
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Post by chammie1993 on Jul 15, 2013 10:05:15 GMT -8
Wow. These posts are absolutely beautiful. Especially the last one. I don't know what to say. <3 All I really can say is that I love you all so much and thank you for loving me when I feel like the most unloved person in the world. I'm going back to rehab Tuesday, Wednesday, & Thursday. |
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Post by onetoglow on Jul 15, 2013 15:02:06 GMT -8
i'm glad to hear that you are feeling better and getting help. Keep us updated, lovely |
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Post by clairebridges on Jul 15, 2013 15:48:15 GMT -8
Yes, please keep us updated. Even though I haven't posted in this thread for awhile, ever since I read about your situation I think about and pray for you everyday. tunebomb basically said it all, I don't doubt that what you're going through is incredibly painful but PLEASE do not feel like you have to end your life. Everyone here in the frandom loves, cares about, and is here for you.
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Post by FYMC on Jul 15, 2013 16:20:31 GMT -8
Hey guys, this thread is now locked. For info about it please read the Abuse of the Advice board thread. Thanks.
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You are all amazing people and I plan on following and loving all Chammies whether I annoy you or not. We are all like a big family and are here for one reason and that's Michelle. <3 I'm just hoping you all can support and love your fellow Chammie family member through this rough time. Thank you to whoever reads this. It means a lot. 
